im lost.
its like girls want the hard way in life.
ill never understand a girl there for i give up.
end of story
(4 months ago)life
life is just a game.
how you play it depends on weather or not you make it in life.
time for me to change.
not who i hang out with.
but what i do.
if its something i really want in life.
ill do just about any thing to make it happen.
i want this job.
so fuck smoking pot, snorting pills and popin pills.
if i clean up shit should gooo soo much better.
here comes the hard part.
sticking to the plan
(4 months ago)my mistake
when we first started dating i should of kissed you that morning out side the front door of south west when i told you i was. it would of been my first kiss and i was scared. i regret not doing that, and i regret not doing alot of things way back when. cuz i know we would be in a different positon then now. i just want to cry sometimes when i think of it.
(4 months ago)you dont know but i have told you. something keeps me comming back all the time. im not going to fight to win you. but ill fight to keep you babe. i see us together one day and lasting for ever. so plz dont hurt me
(4 months ago)her
if killing myself would take the pain away in my heart that you cause because of your unknowing and still be able to live to see another day.
it would of been done by now. why hasnt it cuz it hurts so bad now im num and cant feel any thing any more. its not all your fault.
i just dont understand sometimes why you hurt me.
(4 months ago)
1 noteher
its not a race to see who wins
i want this time to be for real
she has a grab on my heart deep down
i dont know why
i love her eyes
they keep me thinking of what could be then what is
i hope things really are legit this time
god help me this time. show her im not playing game
(4 months ago)1 note
im gunna start using this again.
facebook is lame now. to many hacks are going to bring the “facebook” down soon. so says the hack group that took down many other sights… even the psn net work was took down by this group. facebook… be ready
(8 months ago)![this is the bong ima get guys :]](http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lmg6iwPuJW1qipgkqo1_1280.jpg)
this is the bong ima get guys :]
(12 months ago)
i know what to do now.
time is never on any1 side. but ik that things will never work out.
so its best to move on…
i cant bleave im saying that and mean it but…
i just dont care any more.
times up.
(12 months ago):(
i really did try.
i wanted things to work out.
and be legit.
but you dont want a b.f.
for some reason..
i cant change your mind.
but honestly….
i think you would bee the best ever.
you do understand me..
im not saying that just to say it.
cuz you do know the truth about that.
ohh well its just my luck… just like last time.. and the time b4 that.
all ways gets hurt.
by love…
what do i do now???
(1 year ago)